this bookstore has like four cats and they let them roam around the store it’s so cute. they’re all named after greek gods and i think this ones name is apollo
☯ Is there a muse you've always wanted to play? ♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills? ♧ Is there an RP partner(s) that you credit for becoming a better writer? ♥ What's your favorite ship with your muse? ♡ Would you ever write a poly ship? ♦ What's an AU that you've always wanted? ♢ What's an AU that you think just won't work with your muse? ♔ What's your opinion on teacher/student verses? Do you have any of these as threads? ♕ Do you like magic!anons? Why or why not? ⚜ What is the best time to write for you? Why? ★ What type of historical AU would you like to do one day? ☆ What type of fantasy AU would you like to do one day? ☄ Do you think your muse would have liked going to high school sports games? Do you or did you go to high school sports games? ☾ Do you like writing smut? Why or why not? ☽ Do you like writing angst? Why or why not? ☼ What's an FC that you're dying to use? Why? ☀ What's an FC that you desperately want to play with? Why? ☁ What's an FC that you refuse to play with? Why? ☂ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day? ☃ If your muse was cartoonized, what would their FC be? Why? ☺ What's a character that you desperately want your muse to play with? Why? ☹ What's a character that you refuse to play with? Why? ☢ Are there any ships that you would like to write for one day? Any that you wouldn't? ☣ What's one thing that will make you drop a thread? ♨ What's a muse that you wished had lasted, but didn't? ❀ Do you like reblog karma? Why or why not? ✿ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose? ♪♩♫ Does music inspire your muse? What's one song on your playlist that reminds you of your muse? ✂ Do you like to format your posts? Why or why not? ✆ Other than RPing, what's a hobby of yours? ✉ Do you RP on any other platforms? ❤ Have you or are you currently in love? ❥ Has something ever happened for you to hate a ship? Why? ツ Who has been your favorite muse to play so far? Why? 回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why? ✘ People come in a group. If I were to look on your blog, who would I see you interacting with the most? ღ Do you have a personal blog? Do you share it with your followers or do you keep it private? ▼ Do you keep your character in character even if they are one of the worst people in the world? ▽ Why did you create this muse?
the deity often visited shrines, always lingering in the boundaries where he did not belong. trespassing on holy grounds just so that he could SURVIVE another night. he sat on the ledge of the stone wall which framed the sacred box; hour by hour, he watched as people made their way up the steps and formed a prayer. some spoke their wishes aloud, other kept their lips sealed, but they wore their problems on their sleeves. now it was a young girl that stood before the box and with tired eyes, the deity listened to the wishes which were made to a DIFFERENT god. the corners of his lips turned down as her words formed, a breath taken and his head turned away. vision AVERT to the swaying coverage, his shoulders tense despite the tranquil scenery. ❝Me too, kid; but you’ll find a friend… jus’ gotta keep your head up, stand another day and someone unique’ll stand by ya… ‘ventually…❞
[❀]—; though her plea was nigh inaudible with her gaze aimed amongst the stars instead of the divinity of some shrine, ( for she knew the gods would forsake such a simple desire, they always had ) ray could have sworn she’d heard something. a whisper from someone nearby, perhaps –maybe it was just the howling winds. lithe digits dig into the plush fabric of the mauve kimono, optics glimmering in the light of the lanterns, and her lips part, mumbling a response. ah–this loneliness must truly be so permeating, if she has fallen to speak with nothing but her imagination.
her shoulders slouch in exhaustion, and albeit beauty was emanating from her frame, it held a sorrowful air to it. the girl had a choice of staying home, but it couldn’t hurt to wish for a better year. a less empty one. the hair on her neck begins to stand on end–from what? she does not know.
❝ SMELLS NICE. ❞
❝i’ve been standing for nineteen years… i’m unable to do so any longer.❞
"There is so much anger in me
fury ripping like cannons
through tissue and bone and time
it’s poison, I know it
I can feel it dripping into my organs
burning and killing with acid necrotic
where do I put it so it won’t eat away
everything I am from the inside out?
I’m so afraid I’ll just erupt into flames
the second someone lights a match
to light the way."
— I’ll burn like a torch if I can’t spit this out. /.w.m.w. (via frigidsobriquet)
simple rules! please do follow them— i created them for that reason.
i'm a busy highschooler. one more year until i'm a senior, which obviously means i won't be here often. i have other priorities to attend to.
ic / ooc ray and i are two different people! so, if she's upset at your muse or anything of the sort, it doesn't mean that i'm upset with you.
this is a fucking hobby okay don't make me stress out.
regarding smut. i absolutely refuse to participate in meaningless sexual threads. there must be a build-up, and our characters must be close in some way. despite the kinks for ray that might pop up from time to time in my posts, she's a girl who prefers to make love. yes, i am a minor, but whether you smut with me or not is up to you, regarding this post. i won't force you —! it's totally your choice and for your comfort. nsfw headcanons and chit-chat are a-okay! but really-- if Ray doesn't even know your muse, let alone trust them, I'll be holding off of the smut, even if it's something as small as a kiss.
don’t send in any hate. i will literally fucking laugh because you'd be such a pussy to send it. ( especially through anonymous )
i do have a skype, but it’s for mutuals only. i also have snapchat, and I am willing to give out my phone number to those whom I’m comfortable with, although it’s us residents only.
i only ship chemistry.
i’m a sucker for aus, so, throw them at me! i'm very fond of expanding my horizons and tossing ray into plenty of different situations.
although Ray primarily belongs to the free! universe, ( considering making her verse!less ) I’m willing ( more often than not ) to go for a crossover! i might have to reject if i don’t know the series in question well enough.
i don’t always follow back. i’m honestly terrible at keeping track of things, so i want to keep my dashboard nice and neat to find what i need. it’s nothing personal! i’m just very scatterbrained. however, if you post too many things irrelevant to your blog and muse, i'll have to unfollow.
on the topic of following. if you’re inactive for… say a month, there’s a good chance i will unfollow you. i just like to have a good active following count, is all. but, if you reappear and would like to speak again, just pop into my ask box!
with that being said, I will interact with mutuals only. ( Hence the selectiveness of this blog ) i apologize, but sometimes some people just don't tingle my loins enough, you know? it goes in tandem with the blog clutter and the like, among other preferences i have.
i am not very comfortable with trigger subjects. i enjoy angst and hurt/comfort, but triggering threads are something i'd like to avoid. i do tag my reblogged and possibly triggering content. it is tagged like so: ( epilepsy tw. ), ( food tw. ), ( selfharm tw. ), etc. ( please be kind and tag the following things for me. ) i always tag my nsfw material. if i missed anything, please don't hesitate to ask! i want this blog to be a safe and happy place for my followers and myself.
incest
gore
rape
i tend to be slow with replies! but i reply with lots of love! (and the way i format them takes some time too.)
please have basic grammar and english! these two aspects are key! it’s self-explanatory, isn’t it?
if you have any questions, just ask. i will answer them to the best of my ability! thank you for reading; i look forward to meeting you!
born in the city of tokyo, ray lived a mostly content and naïve childhood, well sheltered in the safety of her parents' home. as a young little kid, she grew very fond of gardening with her mother, and competing against her father in various video games when she'd ventured home after an arduous day of school, with no homework in tow. the parents' overprotective grip on her have caused the girl to be rather softspoken, withdrawn and naïve, and this was almost like a calling card for bullies ; the little whale has suffered harrassment ever since she was a wee child. seeing this sad string of events occur, they'd decided to relocate to iwatobi; the quaint, soothing atmosphere a more suitable environment for such a delicate little flower. their hopes however, were a vain, ungranted wish. in middle school, her frustrations and abusers only got more fierce; unrelenting, vicious. it was during this time during a visit to the psychiatrist, and some well-needed therapy sessions, ray had been diagnosed with severe cases of social anxiety and depression. this has hindered her communal capabilities even further, and she is currently on medication to help treat this. although her little heart yearned for the city, the young whale was content with the port-side town, and her parents hadn't much money to move back.
with a new life as a high school student beginning to take place, the canary hoped for a clean slate; a bully-free three years. over the passing months of summer, her body had developed !! body curvaceous and robust, breasts supple, cheeks full and muscular thighs, this had upped the simple beatings to sexual harassment, and ambushes out of jealousy, to simple trippings because of simple, fervent hate. numerous u n h o l y scars marring her frame and flesh, the most prominent of these being an x-shaped flaw on her right hip. a group of bitter females thinking it would be a lesson well learned to shove her around the top of a staircase; only adding to ray's agony as she was grounded on shards of broken glass below.
her parents had long moved back to tokyo after their daughter's release from the hospital; this stage in her life finally feeding a flame in her heart. ray would take part in vicious physical training for two years before returning as a third year with a whit more of confidence. her gaze frightens the younger students, albeit she still tends to fall victim to those in her class. because of this, ray is often found wandering about on her own, or spending time with strays and young children. as a wonderful gift from her dearest older brother ( they are not related by blood, but their bond is akin to such a precious thing ), she'd been blessed with a little shikoku puppy which she had named tōsui; ( euphoria ), her presence bringing about a stronger sense of peace and love in her heart.as of her 19th birthday, ray has decided to move back to tokyo with her mother, making her commute to a local university that much easier, along with easing the painful sense of loneliness they'd been feeling.
appearance:
height: 168cm. ( 5' 5" )
weight: it's a secret!!
hair: darker than the night sky. slight fringe, frames her face. hip-length.
eyes: glossy, vibrant lilac. they shine like the stars.
build && features: fit, muscular, well-built. fair skin, cheeky, thoroughly-developed. well-endowed ( though it is very disliked ). scars marking here and there via bullying && self-harm.
personality:
nuturing
motherly
generous
affectionate
withdrawn
softspoken
anxious
misc. information:
by her various displays of affection, and how she reacts when receiving said affection; one might say she is akin to a cat or dog. when a negative event takes places, the feedback given is that of the mentioned animal. she'll cringe, cower, wince, cry, and run. that's the only thing she is capable of, aside from staying there, and toughing through whatever may come next.
she has an extreme soft spot for strays, and animals of any sort. more often than not, you'll find the occasional cat or dog ( other than Tōsui ) in her home, and she will gladly and loving nurse them back to health before they decide to leave.
her fervent dislike in her breast size stems from horrific experiences in the city, and the cringe-worthy catcalling that pigs put her through. she has been handled more times than she can count, and because of this, she no longer wears form-fitting clothing when leaving the house. if ray is not home, she will most definitely be spotted in a thick, very large hoodie.
her innocence is almost childlike, and she is rather naive ( despite her recently cold presence ), and when a new, harsh thing is learned about the world, she cannot help but to be very distraught.
in seventh grade, she had been diagnosed with social anxiety and depression. but as of late her anxiety attacks have become more, and more frequent, and it is not helped by harrassment at school, and in public.
she's got a natural green thumb, and loves to garden. she's got a little field behind her home, an abode to all sorts of blossoms, but lilies are an absolute favorite. she's got a little batch of white stargazers on her bedroom's windowsill.
